the puppy love that blew a bubble
across my innocent heart
never knew it could last for so long
those heart-rushing memories
and heart wrenching moments
leave a permanent scar in my soul
and some wounds are still raw
yet to be healed by the
same old sweetness


Probably lost and forgotten.
the nights of zooming landscape images
on flaming hot wheels
is a permanent entry in my mind
the nights when i cried myself to sleep
tears coursing down the face
so strained and worn out
seeping into the pillow
and into darkness
how about the dawns
my misery turned into screams of distress
the fear of attracting those things
nearly swallowed me and my weak soul up


That's so much damage you did to me
That's how much torture I went through
Just loving you.
couldn't bring myself to hate you
time after time
my faith and loyalty was in your heaven
heartaches you brought me
but i still stood by your side


is our relationship meant to stay
why is it always about money
it's a superficial object
yet enough to sway our dear feelings
now i wonder if my decision that day
had arrowed in the correct direction
i cannot see a future with you precious
i don't wanna live this kind of nightmare
where the loneliness creep in
the red veins form network patterns in my eyes
the pale complexion constantly in a daze
im tired.


im giving up, im too exhausted to go on
this vile journey where there's no love
only selfishness exist
i no longer look forward to those days of
laughter and thick romance
thanks for being a wonderful part of my life once
you're the one who made me realise
how love can be so sweet and simple
and also the same devil who
destroyed the word love for me

my precious,
because of my great love for you, once,
i hope you're happy where you are.