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some goodies!
Saturday, November 29, 2008

My sister was the first to give me my birthday present! This pair of really, really exquisite earrings (creator only makes one pair per design) was ordered from oriental-rose.blogspot.com! They may seem dainty, but the gold plating and the swaroski crystals are big weights on the hefty price. Not as expensive as diamond studs, but they are the first earrings that really made me feel so special, like a princess!














































































And she got me this 2009 Disney Princess calendar from Borders!
Freeeeeaaking $29.95 can? I am going to hang it on my wall FOREVER.

I showed off to Dad and Mum immediately and Mum said I was childish. WHATEVER. Girls cannot have PRINCESS DREAMS mehz?



















































And then, Ru rushed to HCM lesson to give me SIMS 2 UNIVERSITY! Yeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh! Thank you so much my dears Ru, Liang, Chris and Gaston! I asked Ru if she wanted me to fail my exams by giving me this on Week 13, two weeks before my 1st paper.


I only opened the pack 2 days ago, frankly. I was disheartened to open it immediately because my PC's graphic card is burning from my Sims 2 Nightlife & Celebration Stuff already, and I also need more RAM to prevent lagging screens! So I didn't want to get myself excited before I get new stuff to make my PC more powerful, for SIMS of course!























































And I got my only-in-my-dreams Escada Moonsparkle! Pris told me they had stopped producing the line to make the perfume exclusive so I had already given up hope.











































I FUCKING FORGOT to bring my PENCIL CASE for my BP exam today. Can you believe it?


Ru was so shocked she said twice, "YOU NEVER BRING YOUR PENCIL CASE?!!!!!?? HUHHHHHHHHHHHH??!!!"


I borrowed a pencil and pen from her before running to Gaston the Stationery Daddy with the ENORMOUS quiksilver pencil case in hope of an extra eraser and liquid paper. HARD LUCK OF COURSE.


If I can even pass, I'll laugh all my teeth out for you to see.



More pictures of Pear and Diva but I got another paper on Monday so ttfn.

it's Saturday, November 29, 2008 now


Birthday Surprises that made me wanna Cry

On 10th November evening we were supposed to have our HCM meeting at school. I was uber bored because I had a Mandarin meeting before that, and it was a no-lesson day for me. Earlier in the afternoon I saw Bezae holding a BreadTalk plastic bag from afar and I was thinking this guy really loves bread man. He always brings a tuppleware of sandwiches to class on Thursday mornings.

When I saw him coming to the bench holding the BreadTalk plastic bag, Jasmine ran to him and both of them started talking behind the pillar and I couldn't really see them. So I got out of my bench to talk to Bezae, "HEY IS THAT DONUTS FOR ME? WHY YOU NEVER BUY DONUTS FOR ME? I WANNA EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!"

Jasmine stared at me oddly, and she walked away looking kinda pissed. I was like, did I do or say something wrong?

So I looked back at Bezae and realized he was holding a small cake box, and he had this really really awful sour look on his face.

I had ruined my own surprise
. (as usual every year i do the same thing to all my folks i wonder why they still wanna crack their brains man)


But I was so happy! I never expected this from them, not from project mates!













































Bezae didn't make sure the box was upright and so the chocolate mousse toppled over the side of the box. He tore the side of the box and told me to eat the cake using that as a "fork". I had two small mouthfuls before continuing with the meeting, and Bezae gobbled the rest up while Jasmine and I were hard at work.

No wonder Jasmine was getting more pissed off with him. But it's okay we share the love and the cake (and the calories).
















































30 mins later I heard a stupid car horn and I didn't care less because I was so focussed on my discssion. This guy just came behind me in the midst of our discussion, called my name and passed me 1/2 dozen of J.Co. donuts!


Seriously I got a shock man because he appeared out of a sudden, but I was REALLY REALLY happy this time because I was craving for donuts so badly (and BJ already ate up my tiny cake). And then I saw Daryl's face peeping curiously with his nose pressed on the car window. Yes he was looking at Jasmine. Wth.


























































































Bezae is so gay! He chose a donut with white icing!?! I thought only girls liked icing! See he eat until like that, like specky old man, haha.

















































Here's all my HCM group members. And Professor Thomas Menkhoff. He is a slack professor so I like him (so superifical of me rite).





































Jasmine looks so cute here with her arms reaching out! And Ian can't smile for nut's sake.

Miss Grote is 2nd from right and she speaks so fast I don't understand what she is saying after asking her to repeat 3 times so I give up 90% of the time.







































































As some of you may know I took up a module called "Doing Business in China". We have to submit our assignments in Mandarin, discuss in class in Mandarin, and present in Mandarin. All these of course googling in Mandarin and blowing up the words on the screen to make out what they are in the course of research.




And Zheng Fu (we like to call her miss government) planned another birthday surprise on the actual day of my birthday! Because we had to stay back late in school for a rehearsal.


I left school at 11.30pm.in 1/2 an hours' time, it was not my birthday anymore and I had to present in Mandarin without a freaking script for the first time in my life.




























Guess who is Ha Ha. Yes my friend's name is called Wu Haha. She doesn't like the name her grandfather gave her (FOR OBVIOUS REASONS), but we think it's verrryyyy amusing.








































































Ha Ha is the 1st girl from the left! Look whose picture Zheng Fu is holding!!

DENG XIAOPING!!! OMG!!






































Thank you everybody for making that week so special for me! I was really surprised and touched by all that spontaneity. I love all of you very much!!











it's Saturday, November 29, 2008 now


november cakes
Thursday, November 20, 2008

happy birthday to JIE JIE & ME!! my sister's birthday is one week after mine!




my jie jie bought me many mini cakes, but my parents gobbled all of it up, i ate only two pieces! sad story!








































and i surprised my sister with PRETTY PWEETY CUPCAKES!
i like, she like, EVERYONE LIKE!






























































































































YUM YUM! I WANNA EAT AT CANELE ASAP!







it's Thursday, November 20, 2008 now


my balloon party


After learning some basic balloon sculpting for a community project at KK Hospital's Children Wards, I decided to further hone my skills through a popular master - YOUTUBE.


But this would not have been possible if I was afraid of the awful sounds of bursting rubber.


Here are my proud creations!



















There are about 3 different ways to make a 6 petal flower, but I only learned one method, and this method results in swollen hands and fingers.







































The caterpillar is relatively easy to make, despite its seemingly complicated structure.





















More pretty flowers!






























































































































































































I made a lot for my sister! Flower, dog, bird, rabbit, caterpillar.



























I am seriously considering to take up advanced courses in balloon sculpting. I wanna learn how to make Elmo, Hello Kitty, Tweety Bird kind.


But then I realize if I don't touch my balloons after a while, I actually scream at the popping sound! And yes I believe I can no longer manager my cuticles.





it's Thursday, November 20, 2008 now


birthday blues
Wednesday, November 12, 2008



Happy 22nd birthday to me! I'm spending my birthday in front of my beloved HP Pavilion Desktop PC watching Fan Gun Ba, Dan Chao Fan!

And in the next 12 hours, I'll be spending the rest of my birthday in school - dressed to kill, my Dutch professor of course. Or rather, he'll murder me instead during the 40 min presentation. And thereafter I need to stay back in the evening to rehearse for my Mandarin presentation on Thursday afternoon. ULTIMATE BUMMER. Birthday and Week 13 blues.


Thank you for the SMS-es! I already ruined my 1st surprise yesterday, and Bezae gobbled up my surprise at a go with angry glares from Jasmine. Lovely someone turned up right behind my back with 1/2 dozen of my favourite J CO. donuts!
Later I'm going to surprise another two people instead! But I don't expect any more surprises for the rest of the week because I need to calm down for my Business Processes exam. FREAK.



Can't I have a tiny little break (from damned school) to enjoy some chocolate cake and ice-cream?

it's Wednesday, November 12, 2008 now


Friday, November 07, 2008

I lost a friend, but I understand why she's half-hearted about getting close to me. My heart is filled with anger because I don't deserve this, yet I know everything happens for a (good) reason, and God has his own wonderful ways of making me learn about the world.

By the grace of Lord, he put two friends right in front of me, at the beginning of the school term. I was blinded to see at first, but slowly I realized they could mean a lot to me.


I love Jasmine T. Neubronner and Bezae John Yeo.

I need to look further, and see that there is still some glimpse of hope in my life. Maybe, I am now 99% liability (as opposed to 110%) to the people around me.

it's Friday, November 07, 2008 now


www.photofunia.com
Monday, November 03, 2008



OMG. This is damn cool. My face is on Beckam's abs!












































Per and Pris are on some Minnesota daily!



it's Monday, November 03, 2008 now


scatter the petals





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