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winterkilled heart
Friday, June 30, 2006

I will not spin a love story
Only to end with a glum memory
The number 6
Shall be the my final conclusion
To love and everything once beautiful
I pen these words:

Jaded
Bedraggled
Wasted
Debilitated
Fed up
Distressed
Repelled


I hate myself
Weary with tears
Tired of arguments
I've learnt the hardest of way in Jan
To give up when you know you should
Viscousness will not prevail

But still with everything bad
The angel is still out there
To strike an arrow of
Some lovely memories
To you, I say
Thank You for the love,
everything you did,
everything you gave up for me,
faith, numerous chances and
Time, the one you consider so precious.

Trust is a simple word
Like vanilla it makes me happy
It was never enough
Neither was it too much to make us go
I've paid mine in full
But you leave me with deficit
And I'm still waiting for the red-ink debt to be cleared
Yet these marks are permanent
Because it ruined us, somehow, someway.

Now that I lost my chord
I'm deprived of my right
To defend my innocence
The liberty I've embraced so well
All along
What else to speak
When the other does not care

it's Friday, June 30, 2006 now


scatter the petals





runaway doll
this.is.my.forlorn.book.of.spilled.crimson. Athena
generation scorpio 1986
dreaded smugger undergrad
hymms: lisa ono/clazziquai/timbaland/mayday/F.I.R./fish leong
scriptures: virginia andrews//dogs//hollywood gossip//shopping at brick & mortar and clicking online
aisle: cafe with caramel and chocolate//savannah rhino pool//esplanade by the river
tea: cheesecake//donuts//ice-cream//bread pudding//brownies//crumble


people
  • adele kang
  • shar
  • ping
  • rong
  • tiff
  • ru
  • steven
  • georgia
  • best
  • honboon
  • cheewee
  • alvin
  • marilyn

    veil and ring
    lasik surgery for nearly blind eyes
    Brown leather school bag
    GOT IT! Escada Moonsparkle
    eat dessert at Canele
    Blue polka dot bikini
    DID IT! dine at PS Cafe
    concealer
    vintage tote bag
    gold ballerina flats

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