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Friday, July 07, 2006

even now, as i tread away
my steps are heavy
uncheerful, unready
as logic fuse with the heart
i am, as ever, as always
skeptical, constantly
wavering about my own decision

i still love him
and i always yearn for a miracle
another scene steps in
the accumulated hurt and conflict
will be ever-present
to crush whatever goodness there is

give him back to me
i want to be happy.

it's Friday, July 07, 2006 now


scatter the petals





runaway doll
this.is.my.forlorn.book.of.spilled.crimson. Athena
generation scorpio 1986
dreaded smugger undergrad
hymms: lisa ono/clazziquai/timbaland/mayday/F.I.R./fish leong
scriptures: virginia andrews//dogs//hollywood gossip//shopping at brick & mortar and clicking online
aisle: cafe with caramel and chocolate//savannah rhino pool//esplanade by the river
tea: cheesecake//donuts//ice-cream//bread pudding//brownies//crumble


people
  • adele kang
  • shar
  • ping
  • rong
  • tiff
  • ru
  • steven
  • georgia
  • best
  • honboon
  • cheewee
  • alvin
  • marilyn

    veil and ring
    lasik surgery for nearly blind eyes
    Brown leather school bag
    GOT IT! Escada Moonsparkle
    eat dessert at Canele
    Blue polka dot bikini
    DID IT! dine at PS Cafe
    concealer
    vintage tote bag
    gold ballerina flats

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