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Final Last Words
Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Final Last Words - Ah Xin Wu Yue Tian

In the end
The sun still rises
To warm up the previous twilight
Where buckets of tears fell for you
Now I am able
For myself
To take a deep breath
A breath that is not for you
For myself and me
Neuroticism, joy and sorrow
I feel these for myself
Tomorrow there will be a new soap script
There'll be someone better out there
And I will suffer in silence no more

I won't change those habits I used to change for you
I won't tolerate those emotions underneath so long anymore
My heart was never whole to start with, now it's breaking up further
In a farway illusion I return to the place we first met

From the very beginning
You were already prepared
For the finale, for this ending
You did a darn clean job
Now I let you go
It's tantamount to letting myself go
The most beautiful conclusion I can think of

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That fateful day your eyes were filled with childlike hope, and I swore to myself silently I would give you the happiest promises. As I lived on this promise more and more, it evolved into a seeming truth of wonderfulness; the final last words became more and more regretful. I decided I didn't want to continue sighing my days away. >>


I won't change those habits I used to change for you
I won't tolerate those emotions underneath so long anymore
My heart was never whole to start with, now it's breaking up further
Thank you for being a part of my life

Final Last Words in the Final Last Scene
I can only follow your shadow, love.

it's Tuesday, September 26, 2006 now


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