Met Pussy and Pudge on Wed. Pussy is Cynthia, in case you didn't know. Seems like the whole world needs so much more courage, so much more understanding, so much more patience, so much more determination when it comes to love. Love itself is not complicated; the humans who embrace it are complex by nature.

I don't like to see Cyn cry. After seeing her go through so much shit because of those condemned bastards, I feel, so much more resigned when it comes to love. So much disappointment sinks in because of the same old things: cigarettes, gambling, money, lies, negligence, selfishness. And I'm reminded of my own pain. Everyday, I'm desperately guessing the date the pain will go away.

This kind of ambiguity in love really makes us sick. Pudge has nearly nothing to say about our tragedies. Humans are so skeptical when they've been through a whole of nonsense from people they love. I have to agree, it makes us stronger, and we emerge testifying as evidence of God's wonderful plans for all his children.

Right now, I'm in the process of growing stronger - or weaker. I don't know. I don't know how to answer questions anymore.

I was so delighted to meet Angie and Lester at Armenian Street yesterday. Gave both of them a good hug. It's so good to see people who truly care.

Today, Peanut and I went to the new Supreme Court! Totally awesome the interior architecture. We felt strongly for the justice and equality of law, and attended a court hearing. We had to place our bags in the x-ray machine and stand on a mat while being screened by a dumb metal ring. I can't believe it. The bloody employer who abused her maid got away scot-free! I'm sorry Peanut, I already got the best lawyer in the entire U.K. to defend you. I knew it, your bloody ma'am bribed the judge. I will send you some money when you are back in the Phillipines, hugs.

Notti Peanut. Who ask you to keep calling me Olive. What's wrong with all of you guys, I AM NOT POPEYE'S GIRLFRIEND! I can't help it if my figure is not proportionate. You think I like having skinny limbs and a fat body!!!

Bought a red top from m)phosis today! Been eyeing it since I saw it at Vivocity. I bought it for $6 cheaper at Parco Bugis! I think they really market the price up at Vivocity, be smart, and get the stuff you want elsewhere, same brand, lower price.

And I'm going to play golf at Kepple Club tomorrow! I'm going to do some serious business, really serious stuff, with my LTB professor and 7 guys, on the golf course tomorrow. My LTB poster presentation. Just watch out for the Garden Monkeys!