The more I look at my archives, the more I feel like there's this grey shadow overcast spread across all of them. My photos and text doesn't publish in the way I intended for; everything is just messed up and the font is NEVER ever legible. The subsequent posts are probably going to end up the same. I have no farkin idea whether this is because of the blogskin template or my photos or blogger itself. Everyone else's blog is so much neater, cleaner and prettier than mine. Can someone please advise me on what to do?

I've got thousands of photos and collages and I would have uploaded it into this pathetic blog if not for the tremendous time lag. Most of the later photos are on my facebook which are much more easier to access.

Have been hitting the PSP Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core. The 2nd time I'm playing this game. It's not so much about the fighting and crazily hitting the X button but the graphics are fantastic. The Japanese are just brilliant at adding realism to video games. I was addicted to Fatal Frame, Vampire Rain, Bioshock and Silent Hill, but this is way better than the bloodcurdling Resident Evil. Think of Umbrella Corporation with Japanese S.T.A.R troops and no T-virus infected vampires. The plot of Crisis Core has an edge too, with various soldier operatives working for an electric power company, Shinra, that is situated 50m above the ground and somehow internal scientists deliberately fiddled with the genetic make up of some of the solider operatives in a rat race to get promoted to laboratory head. The objective was to create more powerful soldiers, but the project got really screwed. While some soldiers became ugly destructive monsters, two 1st class soldiers, Angeal and Genesis, retained their human selves while becoming more powerful than the average 1st class soldier and could fly. The catch is that they have one wing each. Not one pair. The protagonist, Zack Fair, with shocking blue mako-infused eyes loyally serving Shinra realises his mission wasn't what he had envisioned and in his journey of loyalty and friendship he grows from Zack the Puppy to Zack the honourable 1st class soldier. It's amazing because I was able to see how all the characters, especially Zack, grow and change throughout the game. At the end their eyes were significantly different from the beginning of the game, giving that feeling of them having gone through a lot to save the world.

I miss my sister so much. Yesterday she was in Bangkok, now she's in Shanghai. She's gonna be busy with her new job when she flies back, and I gotta grit my teeth through 4 exam papers. I am so not motivated to get my GPA up. Yet, I don't know what I want. Hm, okay I think I can get my boyfriend to play The Devil May Cry so I can watch him. Still, games cannot completely kill whatever boredom or stress within cos you still gotta use your head to think how to defeat the enemy.

I wish May would come faster, then Chow can drive the family out for a simple dinner and we can start putting stuff like pillows to hug, some cute tiny stuffed and jazz CDs in the car. Lovely for me.