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bringing the dead back from life
Saturday, March 26, 2005

don't know when I learnt that she loved Hello Kitty
supposedly to be my sister in the tragedy
someone said her spirit was drawing near
coming back to the mortal world any moment
we found many Hello Kitty merchandise
ranging from pens to letterpads to pencil holders
laid them all neatly in a room on transparent counter tables
maybe her room, or the medium connecting 2 worlds
filled every space we could with her favourite character

my hands trembled with every move
but still arranged all the items in a fashionable style
anticipating her return
waiting for that moment of truth
a strong wind blew through the windows every now and then
distracting our every movement

suddenly we ended up by a swimming pool
the bottom of the pool was murky and evil
a few of us tried to step on the tiles laid on top of the water
to avoid slipping into the water
i lost my footing and landed into the water
trying not to panic
my friends pulled me up immediately
and we continued running to nowhere
stopped in our tracks and realised
there was no more tiles to step on
that meant going into the water

the water had turned into a solid, jelly form
as we laid one foot on the pool
we started sprinting on the bouncy surface
it was so weird and suggested an omen
true it was
she was about to return

within minutes
the entire swimming pool had turned into
the horrid, jelly form
she appeared
speaking to each of her family members
she held and squeezed my hands
as i fought back the lump in my throat
hardly believing the dead could come back to life
merely by arranging their favourite things all over the place

saying her last words she went off with the wind
as i encountered another drama
computer images of dolphins killed by devils
a long hair girl in an old chinese cinema's staircase
came into life
someone spun a tale about what I saw
my heart beat increased
and I held my mother's hand really tight

as I heard the sound of birds chirping
I smiled
Wake up girl, you're only this close to escaping from this nightmare!
when I opened my eyes
I felt mummy's hand still clasped tightly to mine
I paused for a moment before
forcing my fingers to move forward
and there was nothing



it's Saturday, March 26, 2005 now


scatter the petals





runaway doll
this.is.my.forlorn.book.of.spilled.crimson. Athena
generation scorpio 1986
dreaded smugger undergrad
hymms: lisa ono/clazziquai/timbaland/mayday/F.I.R./fish leong
scriptures: virginia andrews//dogs//hollywood gossip//shopping at brick & mortar and clicking online
aisle: cafe with caramel and chocolate//savannah rhino pool//esplanade by the river
tea: cheesecake//donuts//ice-cream//bread pudding//brownies//crumble


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  • ping
  • rong
  • tiff
  • ru
  • steven
  • georgia
  • best
  • honboon
  • cheewee
  • alvin
  • marilyn

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    lasik surgery for nearly blind eyes
    Brown leather school bag
    GOT IT! Escada Moonsparkle
    eat dessert at Canele
    Blue polka dot bikini
    DID IT! dine at PS Cafe
    concealer
    vintage tote bag
    gold ballerina flats

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