because of you
Friday, June 30, 2006
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, Not only me,but everyone around meBecause of you, I am afraid I lose my way, And its not too long before you point it out I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start withI watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleepI was so young, you should have known better than to lean on meYou never thought of anyone else you just saw your painAnd now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty Because of you, I am afraid
it's Friday, June 30, 2006 now