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swirls of torments, wisps of mist
Thursday, June 01, 2006

tar-jammed choking lungs
yellow swollen bubbles inside the throat
all that controversy
people don't practise what they preach
sayin it's unhealthy and it kills
but i see them polluting with nicotine
all over
i often wonder, if there's a better way
of addiction and indulgence


when the pain sets in the heart
and tear ducts no longer function
i look to a stranger companion
a wide selection of methol and lights
green is my fave choice
as much as i dread
the invisible stain on clothes
the foul stinging breath
but it takes away
drifts away some despondency


like a tranquilizer
bloody dangerous sedative
that could get one
cuffed to its mortiferous, foreordained
sense of slow extirpation
but if the mind is vigilant
you could steal more time
save some grace from this predeposition

with every breath out
i still look on the revolving world
with much disheartenment
bete noir lurks around
clings to my neck
unresting shadow of hell
will there ever be a day
i can really say im happy
in an uncomplicated manner
and i light another one.

it's Thursday, June 01, 2006 now


scatter the petals





runaway doll
this.is.my.forlorn.book.of.spilled.crimson. Athena
generation scorpio 1986
dreaded smugger undergrad
hymms: lisa ono/clazziquai/timbaland/mayday/F.I.R./fish leong
scriptures: virginia andrews//dogs//hollywood gossip//shopping at brick & mortar and clicking online
aisle: cafe with caramel and chocolate//savannah rhino pool//esplanade by the river
tea: cheesecake//donuts//ice-cream//bread pudding//brownies//crumble


people
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  • shar
  • ping
  • rong
  • tiff
  • ru
  • steven
  • georgia
  • best
  • honboon
  • cheewee
  • alvin
  • marilyn

    veil and ring
    lasik surgery for nearly blind eyes
    Brown leather school bag
    GOT IT! Escada Moonsparkle
    eat dessert at Canele
    Blue polka dot bikini
    DID IT! dine at PS Cafe
    concealer
    vintage tote bag
    gold ballerina flats

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